life: reality, virtual, journey or just a lie?

Babies..

2005-10-03T00:35:00.000+08:00

Might be too early for me to talk about it..
Duh!!.. Someday might have few of this so called living cute "parasites" - according to Dr. House M.D (ASTRO-AXN)
1)Legal or not
Hello?Off course!!.. May allah bless me with thoughts having it "legally"!! No matter how bad human civilization has evolved out there, this is not questionable for me. NOR TO YOU!
2) How many?
Some say 1 dozen would be great. Others, a pair would be just nice. As for me, maybe 5 person carrying my name as their surname would be just fine. Hopefully my future wife would have a say on this too.. I'm always cool with any number, as long as she's happy with me :)
3) Boy? Girl?
Good topic for 1st time "bearer". Mums and Dads might have their own dreams. "I want a boy"..or maybe "Girl lagi best bang!" could be some of the respond from the first time parents. Tapi yg ni terpulang la pada rezeki masing2. No matter what, dapat boy ke girl ke, they should bersyukur atas nikmat kurniaan tuhan. Ada yg kata it's from the food that they ate when trying to get babies. Some pulak say that, ada la skill2 tertentu (tidak dapat digambarkan dalam blog ;p ) yg dapat menentukan jantina anak during intercourse..

Baru skit the topics that i could think of right now. There's a lot more we could talk about when come to babies! I know some of friends at this very moment are trying hard to have one (harap2 yg dah kawin je la!! huh), takpon tunggu malam jumaat depan wokeh?? :) byk berkat!
To some of the pregnant friends i have out there, Take a good care of yourself, yang hubby2 lak... jaga bini elok2, ok! Dah lahir kang, kalau boy kasik nama cam aku! haha

Sleepy already. Have a good day everyone!

Pen out..

|obstacle or border|

2005-06-17T15:15:00.000+08:00

had my friday lunch with a very closed friend who recently got married. bila jumpa mamat ni mmg macam2 cerita bukak.

|obstacle or border|

korang sure pernah dgr statement/conversation cam ni (pompuan nye version tader tapi lebih kurang la kot),
mamat A: aku nak tackle minah tuh la tapi....dah ada balak la plak.
mamat B (dan mungkin C+D+E+F...) : apa la ko...balak je ma...bukan tunang ke suami ke...cucuk beb ...cucuk!!!

the way aku see this thing:
a) kalau ko try n berjaya...mmg jodoh ko..
b) kalau ko try n kena rejek... anggap benda rejection tuh hanyala obstacle (dugaan tuhan, nak uji ketahanan dan kesabaran ko)
c) dari step (b) ko gandakan usaha n berjaya.. alhamdulillah jodoh..
d) dari step (b) ko gandakan usaha n kena rejek lagi.... ko adalah penguji relationship diorang. mamat tuh mungkin jodoh dia (time ni ko pasrah sebab jadik tester je...padahal ko dah cukup nak serius n hati dah agak2 hancur kot time ni)
e) dari step (d) ko give up n semua ni qada' & qadar, kehendak tuhan.
f) dari step (d) ko positive mind diri ko balik n back to step (c)
g) kalau dalam step (b),(d) diorang bertunang ke kawin ke - baik ko give up for good.
h) kalau kat step (b),(d),(e) tuhan jumpakan ko ngan org lain, alhamdulillah ..jodoh ko.

konsep "obstacle" akan jadik "border" bila minah tuh:
i) rejek tanpa kompromi atau nama lain "total reject" - mmg tak nak layan ko langsung.
ii)diorang dah tunang atau kawin - tak baik kacau tunang/bini org.. wa serius beb!

apa dah aku merapu...well this thing might happen in our everyday life, sedar atau tidak sedar.

"dalam hidup perlukan pergorbanan. jangan mementingkan diri kita sendiri...tapi ada masanya kita harus fikir untuk diri kita sebelum kita fikir untuk orang lain..."

love vs. best friends

2005-06-15T12:27:00.000+08:00

jam tepat menunjukkan pukul 12.29tghhari...masuk ofis pagi tadi je terus layan csi + joey, pastuh aku ada la sentuh keja aku skit. today "she" sent me an sms which talks about friendship. it goes like this,"friendship is all about three things - winning,losing and sharing. winning your friend's heart, losing your ego, and sharing joys and sorrows...."

Friendship... and Love. kekadang pening gak kepala aku pasal 2 benda ni.
nak tanya la reader blog aku (macam ada je yg baca!)kalau korang berchenta la, do you define your companion (lover) tuh best fren ke tak? and let say if it's not la kan... (means best fren tuh org lain la...) best fren korang tuh the opposite sex la plak...boleh handle tak? can your companion except that fact or not? put it this way, i always believe that "the love" should be "the best friend" at the same time...sebab kalau korang gaduh ngan "the love" you can use "the best friend" as a ticket to keep the relationship alive. but for people yg best friend (different gender), do you believe that someday this person would end up to be your lover? there's a saying "friendship might end up with love"... lagik la percentage higher kalau org tuh "best fren".... then what's the point of having a lover and a best fren (different gender) at the same time...

am i missing something here.humm?
assumption:
1) some people can have this condition, as they can define borders of "love" and "best friend" relationship in a good manner.
2) some people are enjoying the company of both (mmg la best 2 org layan at the same time)... one using the term "lover" and the other one using the term "best friend".. pasang 2 bf/gf salah...so this could be an excuse to make things simple and enjoyable for them..
3) some people say...best friend (diff gender) is best channel for them to talk about ups and downs about their relationship with their "lover" ....opposite gender talk la lebih kurang..
4) "best fren" tuh pulak ada gf/bf tersendiri.."takkan dia nak aku as his/her lover kot... aku nak enjoy company dia je...flirt-flirt skit pon best laa.... bukan aku nak commitment ngan dia pon.." -> some of people thoughts
n so many more......

what ever it is...to have a balanced between love and frienship (esp. best friends)... it is up to the person to define and color it. we can talk for many days about this and won't end up with any firm conclusion..

what matters most is...who stays closer to your heart each morning when you wake up...and who you'll think about everynight before going to bed. ;)

"all i want is a simple life..."

lost...

2005-06-13T16:43:00.000+08:00

lama aku tak tulih pape dalam blog ni.. keje bertimbun tapi focus tarak...
what happened to me? aku rasa aku dalam keadaan "lost"... tah ape la dalam kepala hotak aku skang. what ever it is ... i have to put myself together...
it's 4.51pm kat office. 5.30 nak chalo, balik rumah. harap2 plan nak kemas rumah malam ni jadik la.baru je beli barang tambahan kat dalam bilik aku (sume brg 2nd hand je: lampu ikea,carpet ikea, tilam) iqwan dok ajak main golf pastuh.. menarik cadangan tapi kena tgk timetable aku lak..

a man is mark by his word. but words are only words. action do speak louder than words.

1st attempt

2004-09-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

at last. i have my own blog to write-on. nice to read some of my fren's blog. inspiring n cool.

tonite ada kerja sebenarnya nak dihabiskan. but a bit malas tonite. instead of doing it,enjoyed myself with a movie - bourne supremacy. rating= 3 out of 5.
today office sucks as usual. tried to match myself with lots of work. but i guess nothing could compete with my "lazyyyness".

8mbps adsl. one of the best exploitation (Utilization of another person or group for selfish purposes: exploitation of unwary consumers -www.dictionary.com) working with big ISP. wow just more than enough bandwidth for more me to explore the net. most of the time just downloading music n movies n ever-famous pirated softwares (jgn lupa cracknya). more like myself when i was in uni.

that's about it. if this is my first n last blog-post, at least i give it a shot to do so. :P